I do. Everyday around 5pm I feel as though I am carrying the weight of the world on my shoulders. I cry (alone) and just hate to see this time roll around. Usually by 7:30-8:00pm I begin to feel better.
I’ve always been this way since I can remember. We lost Joshua at 12:15 am so this isn’t the reason-although one could argue that point, maybe.
If you have any ideas to help me please let me know.